Wednesday, July 30, 2025

one of these is not like the others

I feel like tuco

I was like TIGHT TIGHT when taking a shower and turning it to ice cold
I felt like a maniacal mischievous bastard  LUMAO and also a torpedo or missile flying through space lmak

cool weed case

the gods presented to me a glass diamond fine (plastic) case for my vape

Sunday, July 27, 2025

incredible power

my breath can create galaxies

I felt like I went down rainbow road

milkdrop visualizer + shoegaze = soul is cumming and spirit/soul is climaxing
https://media.tenor.com/Tz8aGiBAXsEAAAAM/road-hanouna.gif 

being high and listening to music is surreal

PSYCHEDELIC RELEASE OF THE SOUL
https://open.spotify.com/track/5ZHz0PzBUNciypiAOTCxN2?si=5fvWltAGSVqsoy--afCVpw

the greatest discovery in the present world

https://youtu.be/E7OAipsOpsM?si=UzqnBTQ71VVFx1ok

Find the answer here. True life as it exists. 

the world's greatest nut

I gooned so hard and fucking nutted a new universe with this one
thanks for feet
my time trial for bedroom sexy times in solo is about to expire in 3 minutes
That was good to GOON
but yewh
I'm listening to mellowdrone now

Thursday, July 17, 2025

Post M

Trails of what could be
White vapor can haunt
Yet bring pleasant fog
Wherever you can travel

Saturday, July 12, 2025

mom please stop talking to me

 im trying to do something...

yes, what would i give to get my own space where i can do most of my things uninterrupted and not think about anyone whatsoever because it's just ME

i need solitude ugh

Friday, July 11, 2025

Another Life

Feeling internal energies exploding
In the most-pleasant shards of light
All of your being shall be twine
And unravel the threads of you

Crashing to dust as slices 
of total brightness and time stop
time must have a stop 
and shadows lay banished 

For divine love and joy will prosper 
in the vessel of thy name
Realize that all was to time
The present and which it is bound

So in our final reasonings
Nought shall be known as the answer 
To find heaven in oblivion
Can be the new beginning

Thursday, July 10, 2025

memes on YouTube make me feel braindead

these things are fucking dumb lmao wtf
fuck memes 

Remember the Past

Your answer lies here: https://open.spotify.com/track/5pWsoHqFAowE3VgklFarOr?si=NW9sOzghQTGw_3qvLoaweA


Tuesday, July 8, 2025

An Observation of Self

an anxiety attack. or dissociation. your perspective seems to have a wider field of vision. you don't feel like you are moving yet you are. you're not in control. you don't emote or feel anything. it happens because of anxiety. first you feel sad and worthless. then you become avoidant of anyone. my heart rate escalates. you need to leave. now. then everything starts spinning. your breathing becomes labored. 

Wednesday, July 2, 2025

The Answer

dreamcorp - your life flashing before your eyes
https://open.spotify.com/track/6pGwZsj5Enfxl0rRNHCEGY?si=Gu394ZUCQO--G09dIr-ZDA
Look into yourself. Use the space and mind to reflect, to process life. 

Tuesday, July 1, 2025

It Makes Sense

the transition back to civilian life. you must make new priorities now. organize your life. the structure and pattern is gone. time to construct a new one. dedicate certain periods of the day to do certain things. set reminders and alarms. keep a journal. writing is better than electronic perhaps? remember your journal. it worked then, it can work now. 

fun times

https://youtu.be/y5BrND2CnQ4?si=9yFQqXmUMjD5p8vk memes and old ytps are as funny as ever